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Buried Within
“Buried Within” 12-22-99 Buried within, my lonely heart cries, with pain often reserved for when someone special dies. How in the hell can I see other men, when I can’t stop thinking of what might have been? The one thing I do feel is love, so strong and endless, as if sent from above. I saw fear and confusion when I looked into his eyes, but never once thought I’d see lies. Everyone says my love for him is not a sin, and perhaps it is not my heart that is buried within.
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Waiting
“Waiting” 11-28-99 Button up the windows, it’s time to go to sleep. While sewing up the shadows for a life without dreams. But wait for a phone call, it’s time to reflect today. While knitting a sweater for a heart cold with hate.
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Sadness Lover
“Sadness Lover” Stanzaic Rhythmic Poetry, 4-25-00 Fight against what makes you happy, Thrive on others’ pain. Pray for what you fear receiving. Don’t forget my name. Keep close the things you long to kill for, You have only you to lose. Love me, leave me, always and never, For only you will I choose. Resort to acting half your age When things you fear approach you. Live on in sadness like in death. You know I’d never hurt you.